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Sep. 29th, 2011 02:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[Filter: Private]
You know, it's not easy to go from thinking you've been falling forever to knowing you've only been out for nearly a month and a half. And, you know, needing to catch up on everything that's going on. Still not adjusted to this, but it's not like I have any other choice. Just going to play this all out as if all of this is real. If everything stops looking real, well, I'm dreaming. But at least I'm going to try to live while I can. Just with a whole bunch of new problems.
Looked out the window, and I can see the ground. Yeah, I can actually see the ground. Wish this was a good thing, because my first thought was "been looking for that forever." Never been afraid of heights before, and I'm still not. Just wish my first compulsion hadn't been to see if I could stop falling. Not going to do it. Dragons, I just got a new lease on life. Don't want to end it now. So, being on a tall tower might not be the best place for me anymore. Not going to do anything about it yet. Brave face here, Jack. You're the bright one here. You're not the kind that jumps off the tower just to hit the ground.
Just need to get back in the game.
[Filter: Franelcrew]
Don't know if Nessa's been spreading the word or not, but I'm feeling better now. Still not coming out of my room for the next day or so, but I'm fit enough to write. My body's in pretty good condition here, but my mind's a bit of a mess with all the new information. You guys might need to tell me something again if you told me it before. I wasn't all there. I'm all here now though.
Anyway, want to thank everyone who came to visit me. Might not have come out now without you guys. Scary what-if to be going down, I know, but it's true. And, yeah, thanks for the Festival gifts! I wish I'd been there, but this is the next best thing. Hoping to give back something over the next little bit. Not jumping right back into games right now, though, need to make sure I've still got my luck. Might've lost it on the way down, never know.
[Filter: Lydia]
Two things. One, how much do you know about what's been going on for the past month or so? Two, if you don't know what I'm talking about, you're never going to believe what happened to me!
You know, it's not easy to go from thinking you've been falling forever to knowing you've only been out for nearly a month and a half. And, you know, needing to catch up on everything that's going on. Still not adjusted to this, but it's not like I have any other choice. Just going to play this all out as if all of this is real. If everything stops looking real, well, I'm dreaming. But at least I'm going to try to live while I can. Just with a whole bunch of new problems.
Looked out the window, and I can see the ground. Yeah, I can actually see the ground. Wish this was a good thing, because my first thought was "been looking for that forever." Never been afraid of heights before, and I'm still not. Just wish my first compulsion hadn't been to see if I could stop falling. Not going to do it. Dragons, I just got a new lease on life. Don't want to end it now. So, being on a tall tower might not be the best place for me anymore. Not going to do anything about it yet. Brave face here, Jack. You're the bright one here. You're not the kind that jumps off the tower just to hit the ground.
Just need to get back in the game.
[Filter: Franelcrew]
Don't know if Nessa's been spreading the word or not, but I'm feeling better now. Still not coming out of my room for the next day or so, but I'm fit enough to write. My body's in pretty good condition here, but my mind's a bit of a mess with all the new information. You guys might need to tell me something again if you told me it before. I wasn't all there. I'm all here now though.
Anyway, want to thank everyone who came to visit me. Might not have come out now without you guys. Scary what-if to be going down, I know, but it's true. And, yeah, thanks for the Festival gifts! I wish I'd been there, but this is the next best thing. Hoping to give back something over the next little bit. Not jumping right back into games right now, though, need to make sure I've still got my luck. Might've lost it on the way down, never know.
[Filter: Lydia]
Two things. One, how much do you know about what's been going on for the past month or so? Two, if you don't know what I'm talking about, you're never going to believe what happened to me!