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Apr. 1st, 2012 01:38 am[Filter: Private]
Getting to that point where I just want to give a big "fuck you" to the guys who made this place. Second puzzle in a row where it's shoved my least favorite thing in the world in my face. You know how fun that is? Yeah, not much. Yeah, also getting to the point where I think this'll be with me forever.
Wouldn't be so bad if it were just some kind of fear. You know, I see an edge and startle. Maybe pee myself. It'd be pretty bad, but, you, know, I'd get over it. Instead, the thing I get most afraid of here is me. Because there's still that part of me that sees that long jump. The part that just wants to finish the dream. The part that finally sees that fucking bottom so I can land.
Yeah.
[Filter: Calaith]
How daring do you feel right now?
Getting to that point where I just want to give a big "fuck you" to the guys who made this place. Second puzzle in a row where it's shoved my least favorite thing in the world in my face. You know how fun that is? Yeah, not much. Yeah, also getting to the point where I think this'll be with me forever.
Wouldn't be so bad if it were just some kind of fear. You know, I see an edge and startle. Maybe pee myself. It'd be pretty bad, but, you, know, I'd get over it. Instead, the thing I get most afraid of here is me. Because there's still that part of me that sees that long jump. The part that just wants to finish the dream. The part that finally sees that fucking bottom so I can land.
Yeah.
[Filter: Calaith]
How daring do you feel right now?
