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Nov. 27th, 2011 01:42 am[Filter: Private]
Maybe it's because I've been spending so much time out of the hole that I'm really noticing, but I'm pretty sure something's up with Lauren. Mean, it's not like she's acting like she was when I was watching her to help Calaith. Or, you know, just in casual conversation. At first I thought it was all part of the act, but no, she's doing the same thing when she's around just us. It's like she's not even herself here anymore. She's not really having fun at all. Or fun to talk to. Even fun to listen to I guess. She's usually passionate when she's about, but now it's like she's just ice.
Kinda makes sense to be icy in Korin, but it's just not her. Not really my place to do anything about it either. Hell, haven't really gotten over my own problems the hole gave me. Not much help when I'm not whole myself, right? Yeah.
Not really doing myself any favours cutting myself off here either. Easier just to kind of frigg around with the people here, trying to glean some stuff. Need to do something around here again, I think.
Maybe it's because I've been spending so much time out of the hole that I'm really noticing, but I'm pretty sure something's up with Lauren. Mean, it's not like she's acting like she was when I was watching her to help Calaith. Or, you know, just in casual conversation. At first I thought it was all part of the act, but no, she's doing the same thing when she's around just us. It's like she's not even herself here anymore. She's not really having fun at all. Or fun to talk to. Even fun to listen to I guess. She's usually passionate when she's about, but now it's like she's just ice.
Kinda makes sense to be icy in Korin, but it's just not her. Not really my place to do anything about it either. Hell, haven't really gotten over my own problems the hole gave me. Not much help when I'm not whole myself, right? Yeah.
Not really doing myself any favours cutting myself off here either. Easier just to kind of frigg around with the people here, trying to glean some stuff. Need to do something around here again, I think.
