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Feb. 27th, 2011 12:51 am[Filter: Private]
You know, this is a lot harder than I thought. I didn't think it was going to be easy, but you know, I've got to do what I've got to do. So I had this crazy idea that I wasn't going to stop until I won her heart. If I were in Floran now, I'd have it. There's not even a question. I've got it now.
These fucking journals, I don't know. See, they let me get into this group. They let me start talking to women all over the world. And I'm a one woman kind of guy. I don't cheat at cards, I don't often cheat with women. It's not that I can't, I can do both. Chose early on that I wasn't going to do it because it was too easy. No whores, no real cheating. I don't need it to get by, I'm good enough at changing people's minds on my own.
Yeah, that little kid on the boat who would've been put off the ship unless he turned on the charm? Yeah, that little shit grew up fast, daddy can't help you when your captain's a loon. That's why I don't mind having a loon for a captain out here. Then again, we're all crazy.
Oh right, the point. Yeah, see, I used to be able to tear myself away from the girls. No address, forgettable face, good luck trying to find me if I made you love me ladies. And I didn't even want love. Most of them knew that, didn't they? Whatever. But with these journals, I can't get away from her.
If I was smart I would just break it off now. Can't cheat on her, means I'm stuck by myself on the coldest nights of the year in the coldest country in the world. And see, the smart thing would be to do anything I could to grab some kind of warmth. A warm body, Korin is full of people who want to couple together to fight off the ice. No need to promise anything but a fun time, and maybe some booze.
I am so fucking dumb. Just that whole conversation with her making me smile like I just ate out of the privy, asking for seconds. Dragons, you dumb, cold man. Fuck you, Jack.
I should find someone else's problem to fix.
[Filter: Calaith]
Lauren, eh?
You know, this is a lot harder than I thought. I didn't think it was going to be easy, but you know, I've got to do what I've got to do. So I had this crazy idea that I wasn't going to stop until I won her heart. If I were in Floran now, I'd have it. There's not even a question. I've got it now.
These fucking journals, I don't know. See, they let me get into this group. They let me start talking to women all over the world. And I'm a one woman kind of guy. I don't cheat at cards, I don't often cheat with women. It's not that I can't, I can do both. Chose early on that I wasn't going to do it because it was too easy. No whores, no real cheating. I don't need it to get by, I'm good enough at changing people's minds on my own.
Yeah, that little kid on the boat who would've been put off the ship unless he turned on the charm? Yeah, that little shit grew up fast, daddy can't help you when your captain's a loon. That's why I don't mind having a loon for a captain out here. Then again, we're all crazy.
Oh right, the point. Yeah, see, I used to be able to tear myself away from the girls. No address, forgettable face, good luck trying to find me if I made you love me ladies. And I didn't even want love. Most of them knew that, didn't they? Whatever. But with these journals, I can't get away from her.
If I was smart I would just break it off now. Can't cheat on her, means I'm stuck by myself on the coldest nights of the year in the coldest country in the world. And see, the smart thing would be to do anything I could to grab some kind of warmth. A warm body, Korin is full of people who want to couple together to fight off the ice. No need to promise anything but a fun time, and maybe some booze.
I am so fucking dumb. Just that whole conversation with her making me smile like I just ate out of the privy, asking for seconds. Dragons, you dumb, cold man. Fuck you, Jack.
I should find someone else's problem to fix.
[Filter: Calaith]
Lauren, eh?
