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Mar. 26th, 2008 01:39 pm[Filter: Private]
Heh. Survivor's first instinct is to get away from whatever the danger is. And I'd call it a pretty smart reaction. But then again I can't really back off now. Lose too much work. Lose a lot of credit. Can't do what I'm doing from a distance, or I'd be back to square one.
Same time, I can't look like I want to be here. And really, it's not too much of a stretch. But I can't look like I want to go too much or it'll show I'm not resolved. And you know, I've not known if I'd live or die before. It's not all that special. Except I don't really want to go crazy and kill myself.
Weird that the first time I could actually get some really important info, and I am stuck here in the city. Can't even do well on my side projects. Ever since Azshara, pretty much all my contacts in the city ran dry. Yeah, they know now. Figures they're a bunch of rats. And suddenly all that stuff I'm good at I'm not so good at anymore! Surprise.
Not a friggin clue where I could take her where we wouldn't be stared at until we left. Or just told to get out. Guess that means I'll have to find a place myself. C'mon Jack, step up the pace, you don't have forever anymore.
Heh. Survivor's first instinct is to get away from whatever the danger is. And I'd call it a pretty smart reaction. But then again I can't really back off now. Lose too much work. Lose a lot of credit. Can't do what I'm doing from a distance, or I'd be back to square one.
Same time, I can't look like I want to be here. And really, it's not too much of a stretch. But I can't look like I want to go too much or it'll show I'm not resolved. And you know, I've not known if I'd live or die before. It's not all that special. Except I don't really want to go crazy and kill myself.
Weird that the first time I could actually get some really important info, and I am stuck here in the city. Can't even do well on my side projects. Ever since Azshara, pretty much all my contacts in the city ran dry. Yeah, they know now. Figures they're a bunch of rats. And suddenly all that stuff I'm good at I'm not so good at anymore! Surprise.
Not a friggin clue where I could take her where we wouldn't be stared at until we left. Or just told to get out. Guess that means I'll have to find a place myself. C'mon Jack, step up the pace, you don't have forever anymore.
